Its been 48 hours since I arrived back in New Zealand. Still doesn’t quite feel like I thought it should. It should feel like home, but its not quite. Everything I see with my eyes doesn’t feel real, its like I am walking around dreaming. I’ve walked along the beaches, hugged my grandparents, heard the birds that are so familiar and felt the peace. I don’t know if I just need a few more days, if I need to see my friends, or if it is because I have moved into an apartment with my family that I have never seen before. I don’t know if it is still trying to process all the experiences I have had in the last fourteen months, the incredibleness of it all.
Right now, it just feels like I am passing through. To what, I’m not quite sure yet.Share